this year has been fun :)
i hope everybody had a good easter, mother's day etc. it's good to spend time with the ones around you that you love.
update on my life?
2yr dryspell broken. i will know when the time is right for the perfect girl, but it's good to satisfy the oxytocin and testostorone in the meantime.
my band, Pejorist, is going well. look us up on facebook, we will be recording june-august.
i'm off travelling in a month. i will be gone for 2months to europe and the USA to find myself through family, friends and music. i work at mcdonalds to subsidise my trip.
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it's interesting looking back to the past, and seeing how you've changed, how you've stayed the same, and observe the same with the people around you.
for one, i don't say sorry for every single thing that goes on around me. i've also let go of some responsibility for other people's problems. taking time to respect one's self is far more efficient. if you have to give all of yourself to others, you might as well find out what 'all of yourself' means, integrity and dignity attached.
although i do miss the nice guy in me, and try to bring him out as much as possible :P
i've experimented. i've resisted. i've gained. i've lost. i've learnt.
but i take responsibility for everything that has happened to me.
distance draws people apart, but absence makes the heart grow fonder. the important friends always come back, and moments that transpire with these important ones are always refreshing. very relevant as humankind depends on mutualism and consistency for comfort.
i miss the times when all i knew was how to catch pokemon on gameboy, when every little triviality meant so much to me. but opening up to the present and the future is much more rewarding than aforementioned 'ignorant bliss'.
being strung-out by work or school is so unnecessary in the long run. cos life is a plethora, so many realms to explore, so many experiences to cherish.
hope all is well with uni/gap year guys! keep your hopes up high and your heads down low :)
justin
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