it's the time of year when everyone is busy, when the average teenager questions his identity amidst a black sea of business. recently i hurt someone, and i feel horrible that i cannot go back and retreat my actions.
one of my greatest weaknesses is the ability to internalise the quintessential thoughts that govern my existence. sometimes i act really passive, trampled by the courageous voices of people who live life. when i do act, i am in constant scrutiny by my peers and by myself. instead of fixing a problem, i draw closer towards the corner of the wall.
it's times like this when i realise that human nature, myself included, can be so macchiaveliian, and self interest can distort our very social interactions. i know there is no such thing as a utopia, but to hurt any human being in any way is wrong.
miscommunication is the bane of human existence, and in the end, i know jack-shit about how to communicate my wants and needs to others. i am a pathetic being who wanders around in circles, falling over the same shoelaces I didn't tie hard enough.
i'm sorry that i have made mistakes that have killed another's sense of who they are. i am still struggling to come to terms with this.
I hope you realise exactly what it was you did wrong.
ReplyDeleteI don't know the full story, but really I did not expect you to do something like that.